Directive Recovery Plan
- Acknowledge your existential vacuum is structural, not circumstantial.
- Full engagement with voluntary difficulty: prolonged solo travel, intense physical challenges, deep intellectual pursuits.
- Quit treating hobbies as distraction layers. Choose one to master or abandon them.
- Radical social exposure: martial arts gyms, language immersion, academic groups.
- Switch to German immersion-only. No Spanish or English except strictly necessary.
- Structured detachment from maternal control and paternal narcissistic impact.
- Replace introspective therapy with action-anchored external models.
- Depression protocol: triple anchor (wake, exercise, work) within two hours.
- Aggressively test and correct thyroid markers. Optimize hormones if necessary.
- Build a second life vector unrelated to current work.
- No emotional or ideological narratives allowed to define action. Only behavior under maximum friction.